But it's true. For some reason, my brain, my willpower, and my work ethic have all gone on hiatus. Maybe it was taking a vacation immediately after finishing for the semester. I just can't seem to get back into any sort of pattern or make myself get any work done. I work very well with deadlines and there are none of those in the near future. The first deadline I have is July 7 when my summer class begins and that is just so far off.
I have a to-do list of things to get done: around the house, for my class, research for my dissertation, etc. And yet.
Nick is getting more accomplished than I am! It's like Freaky Friday around here. Now, my husband is marvelous and while not exactly lazy, he does enjoy days where he gets nothing accomplished except watching a few movies. But he has recently become a garden/landscape scholar and has accomplished SO MUCH around our house. I do plan on blogging about this in the near future, so stay tuned for evidence of his efforts.
I need a plan. I made some progress on this today when I got my to-do list together with a calendar I can plan on, figuring out when I can get things done, for work and for the house. Apparently this free-form summer living just isn't for me. If I don't have the constant stress and pressure of the academic semester pinning me in place, I lose the will to get anything done. My goal for the night is to map out my summer. I must make this plan so that I can stop wasting my day bouncing between my email accounts, google reader, and facebook. I don't even really enjoy it, but I can't seem to make myself do anything else.
So that all is not lost in the racket of my whining, here's a picture of the two of us from yesterday. It was our second anniversary. I enjoyed every minute of that day with my favorite person. More on the events of yesterday in the near future.
Consider that you may have had too much on your plate before the end of the semester. You may need a bit of unstructured time. However, when you start feeling bored or in a rut, it's probably a good sign that you'll start becoming productive again soon.
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